I had the pleasure of sharing Wisdom from my Highest on The New Paradigm Podcast, with hosts Jess Garcia and Galia Brahim. They graciously offered questions as a framework, and I was gifted Wisdom to share in response.
A transcript of the Wisdom I shared is below, but I thought it might be helpful to share the questions that were presented to give you a wee taste, if you like, of the flavour of this offering:
+ Can you share about yourself and your awakening process?
+ How did you tap into your Divine guidance and what led you to offer your Wisdom to others?
+ What was your relationship with the Divine before your spiritual awakening? Did you grow up in a religious environment?
+ What is your experience channelling Divine messages? How does it feel? Can you find words to describe it?
+ In one of your Freedom Wisdoms, you say, "The dark night of the Soul is truly the brightest elevation of your truth." Can you elaborate for our listeners?
+ What is your spiritual practice? How do you ground yourself before a healing session?
+ What are your current offerings? How can our listeners connect with you?
Perhaps these questions spark within you a little curiosity. Curiosity is a wondrous gift for it is curiosity that guides us towards the unknown, and the unknown is the birthplace of freedom. Why? Because we are free from what we think we know; we are free from the limitations of the mind.
I hope you find something within this offering that inspires your curiosity to become brilliance of awareness of all that you truly are within.
Transcript of the Wisdom I shared:
Can you share about yourself and your awakening process?
From a lower perspective, I am a 46 year old mother of two beautiful boys, wife to an architect husband, based here in Christchurch, New Zealand, and my work, if you like, is guiding others to freedom within.
But from a Higher perspective, and this is the perspective that I am receiving this Wisdom from, who I am is beyond the illusion of all these false hoods I have just offered you. False hoods is a description I receive regularly in relation to these costumes we dress ourselves in in this dimension. These false hoods or costumes are merely limitations we impose upon ourselves or that are imposed upon us by the conditioning we have been subjected to.
Now, I am not suggesting that these vital roles in my life are not Love-filled or Love-guided, I am only suggesting that the labels that are adhered to me are not who I am at my core. And it’s an important differentiation to be aware of, for without differentiating between who we think we are and who we are, freedom within is near on impossible.
So, what do I mean by freedom within? I was gifted those words many months ago after my abruption of Awakening within — and I say abruption because it was a deep releasement of all I was not — and I am happy to gift that experience from a lower perspective another time, but in this now that we are honouring together, it is the higher perspective of my Awakening that is gently calling for attention. And I have long ceased trying to forcefully dictate with my impatient little mind the direction in which my Wisdom brilliantly shines.
So, from a Higher perspective, my Awakening was not all that I outwardly experienced; it was the releasement of all the blocks within me that hindered the inherent flow that I am.
You see, we are, at our core, flowing freedom of Brilliance. Now, you may replace the word Brilliance with energy, but not specifically with light. Not because it is not light, but because there are so many misconceptions about what being a Light Being truly means.
You see, so focused has the all become upon the light, that we are forgetful that the light can only be when there is dark, and I will expand on that if the opportunity arises.
Within me, what resonates more deeply in my core, is not light, per se, but a Brilliance, which encompasses the ALL that I am. But when we are blocked or when there is stagnancy of energy within us, our Brilliance does not radiate outwardly with the intensity of the all that we are. Consider a sparkling Brilliance at your core. It is always there, it is never extinguished, but it can be dampened or dulled, it can be hindered from freely shining all that you are.
Now, as energetic vibrations, who we are is always flowing, who we are is not ever truly still. Like a stream of current, or a breeze, or an echo of enormity, this is inherently our nature within.
But when we are not allowing of the all that we are to simply be, we are creating blocks or hindrances to this flow. Now, those blocks, they become over time, concrete walls, not keeping anything in, just not allowing who we are to truly be, for who we are is the Brilliance of Love radiating outwardly to the all.
My Awakening was the abruption of my concrete walls, and it is the process or the transformation that has enabled me to now brilliantly receive the fullness of who I am at all times.
I receive it as this powerful flow of Wisdom that resonates and vibrates and echoes and permeates and radiates from my core. I sense the fullness that I am physically, energetically, and intuitively. I intuitively translate the all that I am at all times through words.
They are the words offered to me not by a separate entity, for we are never separate from the all; rather, the words I gift freely from within as these Freedom Wisdoms, are merely translations of the all that I am.
There is a divine guidance to what I gift, which simply means that what I gift comes not from my Lower Self but rather, it comes from my highest frequency of Love. It’s not that I can’t control what I offer, for I have that free will within me, it’s just that I cannot foresee before I speak what will arise from this frequency of Love.
And that requires an enormity of trust. But what I have found is that the more that I have honoured and trusted and freely expressed the Wisdom I receive, the more that I have been gifted and supported to share.
Now, my expression of this Highest frequency of Love might not be identical or even remotely similar to yours. You see, we are not created to be the same. We are divinely inspired to hold within us the expression for many unique perspectives.
This is the message I have been gifted to share with the all — the message that our differences are what unite us, the message that allowing all of our uniqueness to simply be will deliver us freedom, both within and without. And I hope to elaborate, gently, in more detail as we go.
Thank you
How did you tap into your Divine guidance and what led you to offer your Wisdom to others?
I like that you suggest a 'tapping into', and not a ‘figuring out’ or a ‘learning how’ because you don’t ‘learn how’ or ‘figure out’ how to receive who you are, you just tap into your fullness, that is all.
In actual fact, it’s less of a ‘tapping into’ and more of an allowing. You’ll learn that I honour allowance higher than any other word in the dictionary, for it is allowance of our fullness that is key, not only to guiding your divine Self to freedom, but the alls.
So, how did I allow my fullness to gift to me the Wisdom of Love? To begin with, we must appreciate that we are not who we think we are, unless of course we think that we are simply Being Love.
When we think of ourselves as mere physical beings — destined for a permanency of death, destined to be victims of circumstance, destined to remain suppressed until something outside of ourselves changes, then who we are is blocked within, who we are is imprisoned by these illusions of the mind.
But what we often fail to appreciate is that all of these illusions serve us, ultimately, very well.
You see, one can only appreciate freedom if one has been imprisoned deeply within. This is the realm of dualism after all, and whilst there is much I could gift to you from my Highest regarding duality, I could not condense what is taking me a book to share! So I will confine the Wisdom of this now to the focus of your question.
When we are aware, on the other hand, that beyond the mind we are eternal Brilliance of Love, we can tap into or source from our truth. We could compare it to dying of thirst because you are not aware you are lying upon a buried water reserve. Had you just had awareness of what lay beyond your physical knowing, you could have been source-fed the whole time.
Now, there is a little inaccuracy in that analogy because even though we have not the awareness of our truth, we are still permanently — if permanently refers to the all of the all at all times — Source-fed. It’s just that without intentional application of awareness, that water reserve cannot be free-flowing at all times. And here you can honour the word energy in place of water for an even more accurate correction to that analogy.
So, to be more specific, first we must be aware of our truth, then we must offer it allowance at all times, which frees us from blocks to its flow, and then we must, without fear — or at least without fear of fear — allow our heart’s desires or our hearts Brilliance to guide us.
The Wisdom I receive and my heart’s guidance are one and the same. When I am tapping into Source energy, I am listening to the Wisdom that I am, and I can tap into that anytime simply by settling my mind and allowing all that I am within to simply be.
It is the allowing that is key. When we are allowing of not just of what we deem appropriate or positive or acceptable within us, then we free ourselves from blocks to the ALL that we are. We free the very nature of our truth — that we are the All.
We are not only the light and never will be only the light, for were we only the light, were we only the Brilliance of light, we really would not be at all, for light can only ever be in the presence of the dark. There is an enormity I could offer regarding this essential Wisdom, but you asked another question I have not yet responded to, and I will gift you an answer to that now from my Highest.
What led me to share Wisdom with others? There is one condition associated with Divine Love. The only condition, that is really less of a condition and more of a freedom, and that is — to gift to the all who you are, freely, radiantly, brilliantly. And that gifting of who you are is the gifting of Wisdom, for Wisdom arises not just as words, art, songs, inventions; it also manifests outwardly as compassion, joy of being, gratitude for the ALL that we are, action aligned with truth not ego.
Wisdom radiates as energy from one to another, and that energy is Love. That energy of Love radiates outwardly when you are brilliantly free within, and it holds within it an enormity of ability to awaken within another the remembrance that they, too, are the Brilliance that we all are.
And when you awaken to your remembrance of your Brilliance within, you are called so deeply to share freely your truth, for the Brilliance of Love simply wants to shine. This is the SOUL purpose within the all upon remembrance of who you are.
Thank you.
What was your relationship with the divine before your spiritual awakening? Did you grow up in a religious home?
I abhorred religion. I rejected it on every level. I never prayed, unless of course you consider singing to be prayer, for I sang words that erupted from my core and, looking back, they are prayerful in a greater sense.
But my intention was not to speak to God, for I had been taught that God was a man in the sky, different to I, separate from I, other than I, and this did not align with what I sensed deeply at my core, even though what I sensed would not be consciously honoured for many years.
I also deplored going to church. I felt it, not to be a waste of time, as such, but an inappropriate expression of Love. For the whole experience, for me, did not feel Love-filled one bit.
The only love that religion offered me was the conditional love that held me prisoner within. Little did I know that I contributed to that conditional love when I judged another for their beliefs. I did not realise that that judgement was a fear that I held within about who I was. For had I known who I was, I would never have feared another’s expression of all that we are. And I did not have the awareness at that time to appreciate that everything that triggered me was guiding me Home.
But I do now, and so I now honour religion as part of the greater Love that I am. I honour it not for its ignorance or suppression of the truth that I hold at my core, but for allowing me to appreciate the God that I am, that we all are, that the all is — the God of unconditional Love, oneness, absoluteness of unitedness, the all of the all at all times.
My home was not religious, but religious conditioning was woven into the fabric of my family and I attended a religious school. But I wish not to comment upon which religion influenced my life, for I wish not to falsely portray anything other than gratitude for all it has allowed me.
I wish not to name and shame the very gift that offered me awareness of my truth. I no longer abhor anything. I am no longer allergic to church, for I appreciate that we are the all of the all at all times and that religion and church were as honourable in my journey as any other external influence in my life.
I no longer judge or shame what does not serve me, I simply and compassionately allow it to be, understanding that this allowance ultimately sets us free.
And just got I’ve got a little bit to add to that because there might be some confusion regarding this allowance of the all, and I would like to address, in advance, some of that confusion. And this is super-important, this is game-changing…
Allowance must stem from within. It is not a condoning of detrimental or oppressive patterns of behaviour, but rather it is a gentle realisation that the greatest offering we can honour those external factors with is an allowance within of their misguidedness.
You see, when we realise that we are the all of the all at all times, our view of our external world changes. We begin to see through the lens of Love, and this allows us to wake up to the greater lessons we are gifted at all times.
Once those lessons have been realised, then any action we take aligns with the Highest good of the all. Rather than being fear-filled reactions, they are Love-filled responses. So, if I wish to adjust an external belief outside of myself, I must first allow all the emotions it triggers within me, allowing all of the blocked energy that was triggered to flow freely through me and from me, so that when I act out upon my desire for change, I am doing so from a place of freedom within.
It is this freedom of allowance of all that I am within that will guide any action that will ever be healing for the all.
Thank you.
What is your experience channeling divine messages ? How does it feel ? Can you find words to describe it.
I have channelled all of this Wisdom, but there is Wisdom to offer you regarding this channelling process.
When we are considered to be channelling a Higher entity, or any entity other than our mind, that entity is part of the ALL that we ALL are at all times. It is not an individual, as such, but rather, a resonance that corresponds to your state of Being at any NOW.
So you are always receiving that which you are, but that which you are might be a little bit blocked, it might be a little bit hindered. That which you are is never not the Brilliance of Love, but your Brilliance might be a little bit dulled at your deepest, and so you do not, therefore, resonate at your Highest.
There are many names offered for all of the so-called entities being channelled, and they are not wrong — for wrong is a misconception that the All does not have different perspectives of truth — they are simply different resonances of any now you are present within. They are not ever separate or individual or isolated or other than that which you are radiating outwardly NOW.
My abruption of all that I was not offers me a pure channel or a pure resonance of Love.
Now, we are not in competition here. There is no desire within me to prove to anyone the purity that I am at my core. Now, notice how I said at my core, for my core is resonating at a much higher frequency than my Lower Self.
My Lower Self is simply allowing of this purity within me to simply be, but that does not mean that my Lower Self is faultless, perfect; in fact, quite the opposite. My Lower Self is immensely flawed, divided, misguided by my mind at times.
But you see, I have brilliantly awoken to my fullness, which allows me to Love my humanness, for it is the offerer of my compliment to my Brilliance at my core — and this is important — it is the darker side of my All that enables me to brilliantly be aware when I am receiving the purity of the Brilliance that we ALL are. For were I never other than that purity of Love, how would I appreciate the All that I am in any now? And that might need to be listened to a few times.
We can all tap into who we are, but if we wish to purely receive the Brilliance that we ALL are, and not a lower resonance, then we are required to free ourselves from blocks to our innate flow within.
You know, my reception of Wisdom is not remarkable, it is not unique to this person. It is available freely, for free, when we are free at our core.
The healing that I offer others, I call Freedom Healing, not because it’s a clever little turn of phrase, not because it’s a Marketing catchphrase. I have no interest in marketing freedom to anyone, I don’t even charge for the gift of Love that I share. No, I call it Freedom Healing for the simple reason that I understand how to gift that to another.
I can guide energy within another to freedom, and I do not do it by magic or special talent. I do not even do it by using all the HOURS of training I invested in. I do it simply by resonating my own freedom, and this allows me to be guided by my Highest radiance of Love that I am.
This guidance is specific to any energy I am working with, but that energy of another, I understand, is always the ALL that we all are.
We are the all of the all at all times, and were we to truly connect with this absolute truth, were to truly honour that absolute Brilliance of Wisdom, then we would be free as a united Brilliance of Love, not only to continuously welcome our own Wisdom within, but to collectively amass an enormity of freedom without.
And allowance on a deep level within is the key that will unlock your freedom in any NOW you are present within.
Thank you.
In one of your posts, you say, "The dark night of the Soul is truly the brightest elevation of your truth." Can you elaborate for our listeners?
I may have voiced a Wisdom already regarding this question, but there is further Wisdom to be revealed regarding this 'dark night of the Soul', so I will express that here now, and listeners can tune-in to my previous offering when they choose. And I’ll open with this…
How can our turning point be dark when, actually, it is the point through which our Brilliance erupts?
There seems to be a misunderstanding about the depths of despair, that is fed by fear that we are destined for darkness, that there is no arrival of a bliss, and that there is ultimately no escape other than death.
But does that sound like something that arises from our Soul? As if our Soul is dark with despair?
Our Soul is the Brilliance of the All, our Soul is perfection of the All that we are. Our Soul could never become the dark for it is the perfection of the yin and yang that we are. It is the harmony within us of the light and the dark, the storm and the calm, the powerful and the vulnerable.
The dark night belongs not to our Soul, but to the illusion that we are only one half of the all. The ego reaches depths of confusion just before it yields to the truth. The ego experiences the depths of the dark, not the Soul. The Soul is the Brilliance that is allowed to awaken when the ego is no longer in charge!
But how brilliant, how brilliant an opportunity our ego provided our Soul. You see, we needed our ego to hold us imprisoned so we could allow the freedom of our truth.
Now, that is a lot if you have not considered the ego before as our friend. But so divinely balanced are we as human beings, perfectly reflecting the all. You see, we are the truth and the lie, we are the presence and the illusion, we are the beauty and the beast, for we are the Soul and the ego in this dimension. And it is reflective of the All that we are within.
It is godlike to be this ALL that we are. It is not inferior to be egotistical, for God is the ego, and the Soul. It is not ungodlike to have no concept of your truth, for God is the illusion as well as the presence beyond the false hoods.
We are the All, not just part of the All, but the All. And when we can brilliantly honour the All, aligning our ego with our Being, then we are harmonious on a deep level, resonating the Highest frequency of Love that we are. The All is the all of the all at all times.
I’m not sure that that specifically elaborated on the Dark Night of the Soul, but it certainly alludes to a new appreciation of who we are.
Thank you.
What is your spiritual practice? How do you ground yourself before a healing session?
I don’t ground to the earth. I don’t centre myself; other than to tune-in with allowance to my fullness.
You see, it is my understanding, based on this Wisdom I am gifted, that there is no need to be grounded when we are the all of the all at all times. Because my roots are in the ALL, my roots are outwardly connected within the ALL.
So by grounding, I am drawing only from the physical manifestation in this dimension, rather than the vastness of my entirety as the Brilliance of Love.
I can see the appeal in connecting with the earth and, indeed, I taught this myself to others as a meditation guide. But when I am connecting in preparation for a divine healing of Love, I am not drawing from below me, but from the ALL of me.
And so I don’t become grounded, so to speak, I become free from this physicality so that I can energetically draw in the guidance, the Wisdom, and the healing power of God, of Love, of All that I am.
We fear this ungroundedness, we fear this detachment from the solidity of the earth beneath our feet, as if Mother Nature was not also the air that we breath, the clouds in the sky, the highest atmospheric Brilliances — as if she is not at one with all the universes there ever are!
Yet we want to be grounded only on this earthly dimension, and what for? What purpose does that groundedness offer us? Other than reassurance that we are belonging? That we are connected, supported, nurtured, held, protected, safe, present?
When we are knowing of our truth, we are all of those offerings at all times. Ground not down, my Loves, simply radiate Brilliantly outwards in all directions. Be the central point within from which the All arises from, from which it outwardly shines the Brilliance of Love that we ALL are.
Mother Earth is not just that which is beneath your feet, she is that which is enveloping your humanness at all times, so your roots are not below you, they are vibrating from you, in all directions, at times, in all ways. Physically, we stand upon the earth, but energetically, we simply flow, and that flow, when it is free, needs no grounding, just allowance.
I once thought that I needed an enormity of grounding energy, for during my abruption of Awakening, my energy burst beyond the walls of my Lower Self. I was dramatically catapulted out of my comfort zone and, yes, it felt ungrounding, but once I allowed the settling of this new flow within me, never had I ever felt more belonging, safe, solid, sure, certain, at ease, protected, comfortable, not to mention very, very present here on earth, more so than I had ever experienced, and so now I ground by allowing my Brilliance that I am to simply be.
The best way we can honour that unsettled energy we may experience when we journey through the abruption of Awakening, is to freely allow and honour, fearlessly with Love, the newfound freedom — that will shift a little bit sporadically, a little bit temperamentally, and a little bit crazily even until it settles.
Sharing this Wisdom might assist those who are witnessing such shifting of energy in others to be a little more understanding, a little less fearful, and a lot more compassionate towards those who are courageously awakening to their truth.
What are your current offerings? How can our listeners find your work and connect with you?
My current offering is a free healing experience, and I say healing with the realisation that I am not a medical doctor — I am not even a specialist of anything — I am not your expert, I am not your answer or your remedy.
I am simply Being Love, and the healing that I facilitate is nothing other than your own remembrance of a freedom that is inherently who you are.
You see, freedom is simply an awareness of who you are. It is the ultimate awareness of your truth because freedom perfectly describes energy harmoniously flowing within the all.
Like a current in the ocean, we are.
Like a breeze unseen at all times, we are.
Like an aroma permeating the all, we are.
Our potency of freedom within means nothing other than freedom without. This is the ultimate gift we can ever offer the world. Free yourself and you will contribute to the freedom of the all in such enormity of power beyond your current comprehension. And allowance is the only key you will ever need.
We are being pulled Home, and that pull is not to anywhere, that pull is not an arrival to anywhere, other than where you are right now.
This being present where we are now, this is not a requirement of our presence in a physical location, but rather, it is the presence or allowance of all your experiences within, so that you may brilliantly radiate with the freedom of the all.
Our fullness of emotions is merely indicative of the fullness of our truth and so when we allow with Love our emotions freely, we are shining the unconditional Brilliance that we are.
If you would like to honour your freedom within through a healing session with me, all you need to do is start resonating that desire outwardly and Love will ensure that our paths will, indeed, align.
Thank you.
Do you have anything else to share?
Speaking from my Lower Self here now, I felt really fearful about presenting this Wisdom on a podcast. It's new for me, and I'm actually truly, genuinely not a talker, preferring to be the listener in most circumstances, and I really struggle often in my Lower Self to gift about myself, and I think the Love that I am was sensing this within me and so yesterday when I was just being with this level of fear and anxiety about exposing myself, I received these words and I feel like I want to gift them as a conclusion to this Higher Wisdom that has been offered to the all through me today, and these are the words I was gifted:
Hold onto your gentleness, not your force,
Hold onto your freedom, not your fear.
Hold onto your flow, not your expectations.
Hold onto your trust, not your need to know.
Hold onto your wisdom, not your reward.
But most of all, hold onto who you are within, and that hold is awareness at all times that you are Love.
Thank you.
Kirsty
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