A trauma response is an echo of a block. A trauma response is but an offering of awareness of this block. The trauma itself is the trigger, not the problem. It is the gift offered your Lower Self to deliver awareness of your block.
That’s a difficult Wisdom to receive, I know, and it is not given as your truth, but mine. My truth showers me with this Wisdom from within and I freely share it, as guided by Love.
Trauma I have been offered. Trauma has been my teacher — a trauma I hid as a darkness within me until it almost murdered my being.
But you see, murder was never its intention. Murder was never on the cards. Its intention was to free my Brilliance from illusion, and it did it without my Lower Self’s approval. It did it gently so I was not even aware of its stealth operation.
But I am now, and I am now grateful that I was not aware, because had I known all along, I would never have learnt to be free.
You see, I needed to learn to be ALL that I am, and I could not do that by knowing in advance my truth, for there is not the possibility of learning freedom if you have not been imprisoned within. We are gifted imprisonment, for without it, we would never appreciate freedom.
My trauma, my darkness, my imprisonment has offered me my key to my freedom within. My Lower Self could have chosen not to use that key. It could have chosen to deny the beauty of the trauma. It could have walked away, turned its back, shut it down within, hoping that that trauma would somehow disappear.
But that could never be because our Love wishes for our Brilliance to shine, and so it will trigger that trauma response again and again and again so that our Lower Self has opportunities to heal the wounds masking our truth.
What our trauma is has no relevance. It has no defining Brilliance. There is not one trauma superior or inferior; there is just the All bringing us to our knees in order to break us free, not keep us down.
And when we’re free, we are free to fly.
Thank you.
Kirsty
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