Rising within me is an energy of satisfaction. I feel satisfied deeply this morning. I’m satisfied with where I’m at, I’m satisfied with who I am, and I’m satisfied with the expression of my nature in this now.
It’s interesting that the word “nature” has flowed through me, and now I’m gifted insight why: Nature, true nature, is only ever authentic in its expression. Nature shows us how to simply be that which we are. I think it’s fairly safe to say that a rose is not wanting to be a dog, or a dog a pine cone. Equally, I think it’s safe to say that no mountain resents its solid presence, no ocean wishes for a colour other than its truth.
But here we are with our ego minds, the odd ones in the entirety of nature, who spend a disproportionate amount of our existence struggling to simply be who we are, as if our uniqueness is flawed and unbelonging, as if our truth is disconnected from nature in some way.
Only an ego mind would believe that nature gets it wrong!
Now, don’t get me wrong — I am in awe of the ego mind, and I am grateful for the opportunity it gifts me to co-create the reality I perceive; I am not resentful of being human. I am just wondering if there’s a middle ground, whereby our ego mind doesn’t interfere with who we are in any now, and I am wondering if the deep sense of satisfaction I am experiencing within is letting me know I am resting on that middle ground, where the outer expression of my Being is reflecting the deeper Brilliance of my truth.
I’m going to nurture it today, not by outwardly expressing gratitude for being here but by BEING HERE, which is the embodiment of gratitude for what is.
And I have a feeling I am going to be here for quite a while because my deep satisfaction doesn’t feel dependable on the changeable nature of my ego mind. Like the earth supporting a mountain, this middle ground is the foundation of my Being.
With Love Kirsty
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