How brightly you glow within depends upon the clarity of your vision. Is your vision blurred by fear or is it crystal-clear?
Sometimes, when things happen out of the ordinary, we decide with our mind to deny them immediately. We honour not what is, but what possibly couldn’t be. But what if the impossible is what is? What if what possibly couldn’t be is already simply being? What if, right before our very little mind, is an opening far greater than we ever suspected? What if that opening was not a Sci-Fi portal to an alternate reality, but a window through which we can allow the fullness of who we are to enter?
That window exists not outside of yourself, not in a frequency outside of your own, not in a realm beyond your present one; that window is right where it needs to be at all times: deep within you. That window is right where it always has been: deep within you. That window is your divine connection to Love. But sometimes, as with my windows at home, they become a little difficult to see through. They become murky, opaque, and not crystal-clear. They offer not a true representation of the connection with Love, but a misrepresentation based upon a limited vision within.
When we have this limited vision within, we are not seeing the fullness of our existence. We are not standing truly in the light that shines, unendingly, through this connection. That connection never disappears, it never seals over, the curtains are never permanently closed; they are simply murky until we awaken a little bit to this presence of a connection within.
Does that connection need to be religious? Does that connection need to be paganistic? Does that connection require the Bible or the Koran? Or can that connection simply be a knowing that you are more than what you think you are right now? No Bible outside of yourself could ever compete with who you are within. No rules or impositions of beliefs are required in order for you to know deeply your truth. You only need the light freely shining within you in order to see the pathway, not down an aisle to an altar, but simply towards a freedom that awaits you.
Some of the murkiness of these windows within us has been imposed upon us by those who have misinterpreted Love — religious fanatics who have unwisely, inappropriately and incorrectly appropriated the Wisdom of Love for their own selfish purposes. I can't report upon this fully from a mind-based perspective, as it is not anything I have felt compelled to study. All I have is the Wisdom I am offered when I go inward and stand in the light of the Love that I am.
Sometimes my Lower Self feels doubt about the Wisdom I receive, and sometimes it experiences confusion. This is not because the Wisdom doesn’t resonate, because it does, deeply. It is just because my Lower Self has been conditioned to believe that anything other than our mind-based comprehensions are untrue. But I know enough now, based on the proof within me, the proof that I have experienced directly within, that the Wisdom I receive is perfectly truthful, crystal-clear in its Brilliance, and wondrously allowing of the all that we are. It does not ever attempt to dictate or force or fool my Lower Self into submission of anything. No, it's not powerful in that human comprehension of the word 'power'. It's powerful not by its dominance, but by its subtleties, its sureties, its purity.
No, there is no innate doubt about the perfection of the Wisdom I receive. The only cloudiness I ever encounter is my Little Person that it is received through. But the more that I trust the offerings that come to me and the more that I honour the Wisdom that is shared, the more I graciously welcome freedom from the murkiness of this Lower Self. I’m not window cleaning by removing unnecessary dirt. I am not getting rid of what has not belonged within me because, truthfully, the dirt? That has been the powerful opposite of the clarity that I now experience. And it has been my saving grace, my saving shelter from my Brilliance until I was prepared to accept it.
You see, my time was not ripe until a few years ago. My innate Brilliance within needed the challenges that came before to awaken it. I have not spoken properly from my place of utter desperation, but I will — that is a journey I will share when I am guided to do so. But for now, this Wisdom speaks of the window, the window we are forgetful of within. To keep it plain and simple, all we need to consider is how brightly our glow shines from within, and you will know this by how much you feel at home with who you are. You will know this by the level of trust you have within. That glow and that faith and that crystal-clear reception of Brilliance that you deserve to receive washes away any fears, any illusions, leaving only a trust in the unfolding of a bigger picture, in which you play a very vital role.
When your window within is no longer filmy with fear, or clouded-over with untruths about who we are, or shattered, not by despair but by falsehoods, then what you visualise, what you see through when you look at the world, and what you perfectly experience when you go inward is only ever the harmony, joy, and powerful beauty of the all.
You see, despite the darkness of the external world, nothing can alter the perfection of Love that you are within. Stay aware of that Brilliance. Stay connected and tuned-in to not your lowest, but your highest frequency. The external world can be wiped clean, gradually over time, by this inner knowing of our truth, because our actions will reflect this comprehension of who we are, and our behaviour towards others will reflect the knowing we have about our joint pathway here on earth.
For many of you, this might seem so far-fetched, so deeply untrue, but the way I see it, what harm in there in attempting to shine so brightly within that our light is received outwardly as Brilliance of Love — Brilliance of Love that can alter, one at a time, everyone that it shines upon? That doesn’t sound all that fanatical to me; it simply sounds like a perfectly reasonable way forward.
And the first step? What’s the first step? Well, the first step is beginning to realise that your window within exists. It exists not just for me, but for the all. Not only does it genuinely belong in the all, but that window is your route to freedom, for freedom is nothing other than allowance, reception, and honour of your truth.
The day that I began to awaken within was the day that my life turned around. I went from feeling hateful towards myself to feeling so full of love for who I am that I was filled with gratitude, not just for my new-found gifts, but also for all the challenges that led me to them. I realised that they were just as important on my journey to freedom than all the positive aspects of my life. You know the bigger picture I mentioned earlier? It works in this same way: the so-called dark times are just as important as the brightest.
So from here, all I offer is some encouragement to allow these words to settle a little deep within you, perhaps finding a place beyond the mind to rest for a while. The mind will catch up, but for now, bypass that limited perception, perhaps, of who you are, and open to the possibility that you are far greater than your mind has ever enabled you to believe.
Thank you.
Kirsty
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